Entry: I hate himmmm!!! Friday, June 11, 2004



||Current Mood|| Annoyed
||Current Music|| Hideaway (The Corrs)



I hate him I hate him I hate him. I mean, he can just ask me out for a movie because he had a bad dream, kiss me, hug me and do the things couples do, practically making out with me in the theatre, and the next day, he just dumps me aside like nothing happened? What is this? He should win an award if he were to have the career as an actor. Definitely.

"I backed off when Sandra kissed me because it didn't feel right." Then why did that stupid asshole kiss me? Did it feel right? It felt so right to drag me across the cushioned chair to make me wrap my arms around him because he had to do that? He had to french kiss me because he never done it before? He had to hug me and he had to put his hands into my shirt and make his way upwards? Geez! What kind of crap is that?

Juls is right. Dude, he's using me and I don't even realise it. Thank God I have friends like Julie and Marion. At least they could wake me up. Yes, if he doesn't want to come out in the rain for me, what kind of guy is that? I don't know. He used to love me, right. Used to. But hey, look, he felt right kissing me and not Sandra? Not right? Because of age? that's bullshit. I guess he does still like me, deep down but that asshole is just too stupid to see that. Oh c'mon, he stupidly kissed me? Because he had to? Oh and part of him wants to but he can't explain it. Please, someone tell me that it's a joke.

"Who are you going out with? some girl?" That was jokingly asking a friend, teasing. And what's his reply "Like it's any of your business" What the f*ck is his problem? Yes Julie, I don't think I want this boy anymore. He sucks for goodness sake. I don't even have to hate him, I've got Alicia to do that for me. Geez... I hate him damnit. He'd better get his butt out and we have to settle this once and for all. I can't believe that he was actually Dan. Oh C'mon Penny, are we that blind? maybe yes. And I can't believe that Gwen actually set us up. Well she didn't mean to. But dude, he's so.....argghh.... Never mind.

Done ranting. Sorry for those who had to read this.


Jessie xXx

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