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Name : Jessica
Nicknames : Jess, Jessie (lots others you don't wanna know)
Attached : nope
Fav. TV : Charmed... blablablahhh
Fav. Music : Country, Pop, Pop-Classic, country-Pop
Fav. Actress : Holly, Shannen
Fav. Actor : Julian, Ben Affleck
Fav. Singer : J.Lo, Josh Groban
Fav. Food : Western, Korean, Seafood
Fav. Drink : Coke, Juice
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.
Charmed : The Prophecy
Butterfly-Black
Leia's Bloggie
Risa's Bloggie
Mare's Bloggie
Como sobrevivir?
Como calmar mi sed?
Como seguir sin ti?
Como saltar sin red?
Con ese adios tan salvaje y cruel
Me desojaste la piel
La enternidad en final se quedo
Y un desierto es... mi corazon...
Ay si volvieras a mi
Encenderia el sol mil primaveras
Si regresaras por mi
Seria un milagro cada beso que me dieras
Pero hoy te vas
Y no hay vuelta atras
Que habra despues de ti?
Mas que etas lagrimas
Si hasta la lluvia en el jardin
Toca musica sin fin...
Sombria y tragica...
Hoy de rodillas le pido a dios
Que por el bien de los dos
Algo en tu pecho se quiebre al oir
A este loco que se muere de amor...
Ay si volvieras a mi
Encenderia el sol mil primaveras
Si regresaras por mi
Seria un milagro cada beso que me dieras
Pero hoy te vas
Y no hay vuelta atras
Y destaste un huracan
Fuego y furia de un volcan
Que no se apagar...
Como olvido que fui
Esclavo de ti...ya no puedo mas...
Ay -- Si volvieras a mi vida, si volvieras
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
||Current Mood|| Random
||Current Music|| Wannabe (Spice Girls)
Leia's bday tomorrow!! =D Anyway...I think I'm over him already...at least for now =) Besides, my poor band junior got sacked from band for no reason today. *sigh* I guess I'd have to go back some day to settle some issue with that stupid conductor. What can I say? The first time I heard that there was a change in conductors, I was cussing away and telling my friend "He must be big, fat, round and bald." and guess what? I was right *beam* He's gotten his new name as Tinky Winky though *shrug* Ahh..my secondary school band. I sure miss it. *sniffle* Besides, I'm going back for reunion this coming August. I can't wait. I wish life was like before, I miss my school =(
Oh yes...Juls and Marion, thanks so much for cheering me up the other day =) And not forgetting Kris!! =D Dude, you're funny. =P Talking to you guys from CTP really make me laugh and smile. And I cant stop laughing during the conference convo w/ Mare and the rest. Gah..I sound like I'm writing a testimonial. =$ But what can I say? I feel happier today, maybe because I've thrown all my anger down on him, leaving him speechless. *shrug* Besides, I doubt he's speechless. He's so full of himself and well, perhaps he just doesn't want to fight.
Bah...I cant get Leiazzie a prezzie *pout* Happy Bday girl! I'd fly to Johor to celebrate with you though. If I can bribe my parents to give me my passport (A) Anyway, you'd have to show me your picture before I can find you. *snickers*
Anyone read the Charmed FanFiction over at CTP by "Cristal"? The title of the thread should be something like "Scribbles of the Angel's Tears" =$ I'm not very sure though..but I love her stories. =D Keeps my mind off things too. =P Phoebe and Paige there are just soo sweet.
Yes, Charmed books. I'm still in search for Roswell books though. Pathetic little Singapore doesnt have them on stalk anymore =( But the new Charmed Book at Borders has 2 prices -- $8.10 and $16.95. What a darn big difference. If I was 100% sure of the price, I would have gotten it. I mean, what's wrong with people who have them at 2 different prices? Plus, I saw the American Idol CD for season 3, costing at $18.95 and $29.95. Those two CDs are totally identical. Josh Groban's new CD "Closer" has 2 more songs!! Can you believe it? And they won't let us hear it on the sample CD section. *grumbles* I guess I'd have to search for those 2 songs online. Anyhow, so much for today till I have something else to rant about.
Kisses,
Jess
Posted at 08:13 pm by Jessica-Eliza
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
||Current Mood|| Confused
||Current Music|| Complicated (Avril Lavigne)
Where are my friends when I need them? Where's Juls? *sigh* Dear Julie, your intuition had indeed been wrong. Do you know what he said to me? He said I have to learn to move on. I have, but perhaps I haven't. It's just so hard to miss him you know? I hate it. All I asked for is to look at him one more time, face reality and let out all my feelings and finally let go of everything. But yet he accused me for wanting him back, for taking this opportunity to talk him into becoming my boyfriend again. I hate him, but yet I don't. All I want to do is to let go, is that so hard? Yes.. *sigh* Why is it that every mention of his name I would feel odd deep down in my heart, and why is it that every thought of the moment we spent together, I felt nothing but yet why am I still crying over him? I don't want him back. I don't want to have someone who not love me and yet be with me, it's pointless. Then why did he fight so hard for me, accept all those insults and tried his best to pull me over to his side even though I'm already attached? Then why did I sneak out with him, lied to everyone just to be with him? Why did we even bother to go through this before? Somehow, I do believe our love is real, but now, it all seemed like a fairytale gone bad. Damnit asshole, I have grown up so stop treating me like a child, alright? I don't want you back! You've hurt me one too many times, you've hurt me from the very day you made me fall in love with you, and I dont want to go through all of that again, I just want to forget, alright? I'm sorry I loved you, I'm sorry I ever wanted you back, I'm sorry I even miss you and I'm sorry for crying over you. *sigh*
Someone, anyone, just do something to help me forget. A spell, anything. Why did Cherron suggested not using a spell? Why did my guide had told me a million times that he would be back? Why did I believe them? Yes, all they did was to help, they all wanted to help me and I love them for that. I was a fool to follow my heart, to give up the luxurious life I could have, just for the b4st4rd who stole my heart.
Jess
Posted at 10:42 pm by Jessica-Eliza
||Current Mood|| Empty
||Current Music|| Where is the Love (Black Eyed Pea)
Alright... 2 days... =)
But in advance...
Happy Birthday Leia!!! =D
haha... Today was alright I guess... nothing much. Argh..guys suck totally, don't y'all think? One second they will treat you all nice and the next, they suddenly felt like eating you up *shrug* But oh well. Oh yes, I do find blogs much better than LJs (A) But oh well, just to state that I've created an LJ that doesn't look nice. Not that this one does. Ok, I'm rambling. Alright..I'm new in this. I've seen people who created fabulous looking ones. *glares at Leia and Mare* =P C'mon guys, teach me.
Gah... Thank goodness I'm switching schools already. And taking up a third language!! Spanish. I can't wait. But should I really go or should I stay? Early Childhood Education sure sounds fun. *sigh* I miss him. Dont guys actually miss people? *shrug* Anyhow... it's 12.20am and if my dear Julie is going to see this, she's going to start screaming. *giggles* Good night people..for now =D x0x
Alright..what can I say. Same day. Somehow, I got to skip school because in a miraculous way, my skirt's zip got stuck and it won't budge. =S Therefore I'm here, in front of the computer at 7.30am in the morning, typing away. Yes..guys are pigs. I've said that before right? Well not all guys. I know Kris is nice, so is Steven. lol...oh you know the nice ones. But anyway, don't you think that you won't know how the guy feels about you if he treats you nice one day and doesn't give a damn about you the next? *sigh* *runs ouf of things to type* Anyhow... ... tag away
Jess
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Posted at 01:15 am by Jessica-Eliza
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